[Tuesday July 25th, 2006 at 8:32pm] been a while.  umm. ipod not borken anymore.  i've been tubing a few times!!! i love it.  TOMORROW I'M LEAVING FOR A 5 DAY TUBING-CAMPING TRIP!!! i'm soo friggin excited. got new tents, beds, all new camp stuff, i love new shit. BEST PART,, jose and margie are coming. 2 of my favorite ppl. yay. were going to a river in conn. yay.  umm. havent heard from heather in a while.  miss her! (you) sooo much i got a letter from HANNAH!!! WTF IS WRONG HER CAMP! I HAVE SENT 3 FUCKING LETTERS AND SHE GOT NONE OF THEM!!!! AND I LOOKED AT THE ADRESSES THAT I WAS WRITING AND THEY ARE CORRECT. wtf.  and  I GOTSSSS A POSTCARD FROM MARRRYY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YAY MY EURO-TRIPPIN FRIEND!!!! I LOVE THEM. YOU GUYS RULE FROM SENDING ME SHIT.  i mis everyone. damn. specially my ppl. u know who you are. 3 //. COMMENT .

[Tuesday July 11th, 2006 at 7:28pm] i can see now. but boy do i hate glasses.  happy ish.  today was wicked wicked wicked fun with mary. ha ha. fun.  my ipod is broked. 5 //. COMMENT .

[Sunday July 9th, 2006 at 10:52pm] man-o-man.  i'm so tired. still, i can't get away from this lathargic obnoxious weighed-down tired feeling. damn.  but still everyhitng seems to be going somewhat good. i have an eye doc appt. tomorrow. then ayla. heather. and hannah.  iwant a job. that would make me megga happy. i want one mad bad.  tired.  i'm happy lately. wicked happy. with jose. and heather. and ayla. and hannah. and everyone else i know. there is no drama anywhere in my life. i'm happy happy. . COMMENT .

[Thursday July 6th, 2006 at 9:15pm] so seriously i'm going to do a backwards diet. meaning fuc it, i dont have the anything for trying to stay not mad fuckin gross. well i havent decided to do this,but i'm thinking about it.  i hate this feeling.  so confused. . COMMENT .

[Wednesday July 5th, 2006 at 11:42pm] man man man.  so tired, and so lathargic thes past few days. i wonder what is going on.  hmmmmm. nothing bad i hope.  ok. this has been an odd weeek, no heather or ayla till today, it was good. short. but good. very refreshing. after them came boringnes,  then came jose. whitch was fun too.  mad tired.  FUCK i'm tired. but not sleepy tired.  i drove once today. iwanted to drive more, but wasnt here. fun though.  heather and ayla are leaving this weekend. suxxxx.but maybe i can relax.  them mary comes home. i should see court soon. she is here now too. man so much to do we that other ac. 8 //. COMMENT .

[Wednesday July 5th, 2006 at 8:10am] wow. i said it.  and i'm still alive. . COMMENT .

[Tuesday July 4th, 2006 at 7:56pm] HAPPY FOURTH OF JULY!!!!!! YAY AMERICA!! man. what is going on with me?!?!?! 2 //. COMMENT .

[Friday June 30th, 2006 at 3:58pm] mad mad mad mad bored.  i need to go to the gym. i'm starting to plump.  mad tired.  yesterday was eh. no no. yesterday was actually good, silly me. i finally have shorts, and i gots to drive in the dark. fun.  today. long. cleaned out the gutters. madddd grossss.  katy went to the eye doctor today. i have to wait till next monday. mad far away. i like jaguar glasses.  mad bored. and colorless.  all rain and no sun make seamus a fat pale boy. 1 //. COMMENT .

[Thursday June 29th, 2006 at 6:11pm] yesterday was six flags.  six flags was mucho funo. more then that the ride home was better. i liked it.  tomorrow is nothingness.  today was today. i put the entertainment center together. today was long.  paddy's friends are sleeping over tonight. somkid who is joining the service, and he leaves, the 4th. so i like him.  finally i have been driving. i drove on the high way today. madd fin. and i'm actually good at driving. fun fun, . COMMENT .

[Tuesday June 27th, 2006 at 6:03pm] today. today was long. sorta.  idk. i havent done much. but it going fine. it's hard to type on a black berry. the buttons are so small.  i'm sitting in a restaurante. no one notices i'm typing while talking. weird. ppl are funny.  bored sorta.  could have done a few better things today.  i did however go to the bank and FINALLY get my atm account number chaneged, so i can actually get into the damn thing. *phew* so that is good. and i have gotten to drive alot today. i drove to the plaza then home. then  paddy drove us to carriage house I HATE BEING IN THE CAR WHILE HE DRIVES!! omg. seriously i had to read a magazine cuz i couldnt watch while he was driving. he waits to use his breaks so that you can't feel the car stop, he likes it to be smoooth. so we almost hit someone every time we came to a light. and he is bad with the gas peddal. ugh. makes me scared. really scared.  but then i drove to smithfield crossings and then back to carriage house, then paddy was going to drive us home, and he backed into a tree, and mom got nervous so she drove home. stupid boy, he doesnt understand the point of looking back while going in reverse......... 1 //. COMMENT .

[Monday June 26th, 2006 at 1:50pm] ok. yesterday SUCKEDEDEDEDEDED but today not so bad. i have spent the day reading and relaxing my back. doesnt hurt so much today. yay IN FINALLY FINSISHED My Friend Leonard YAYAYAYAYAYAY. it took me forever to read that book. it was wicked good. and while relaxing today, i am 2/3 of the way done with the next book. so odd.  ok. i need a job madd bad. this sux.  hopefully hanging with heather and ayla l8r.  and the GYM!! finally i can go back. i have really let myself go. . COMMENT .

[Saturday June 24th, 2006 at 6:05pm] oki.  today was a total bust.  went ot maggaggie's soccer game. that was ok. julie is a whore. fuckin hate her. rich is a loser. alaina is cool still, and i love margie. so nothing new there.  then we went ot nama's after dad being an idiot and katy being herself, long story short we went to nama's and had to give her our old tv. so she dont have to buy a new one.  i had to help lift the 200lbs tv, cuz everyone in my family fucking sux. my back hurts like WOW. i've had to wear a dumb ass brace all day long.  jake tore apart a dvd set. dad flipped out on the dog. i flipped out on dad. mom flipped out on me. still "bitter" towards mom. everything she says seems to infuriate me. weird. but not.  wanted to hang wit heather today. but no.  ughgh.  sked: sunday------? monday------start gym again. {hopefully} doctor for my back tues------idk  wends------six flags w/jose [weather dependent] thurs------? friday------?  ?=unknown; hopefully it will be sunny and i can do things with ppl. SOB. i think i lost my permit today.   7 //. COMMENT .

[Tuesday June 20th, 2006 at 11:06am] ok. again i've been up for like a while, like 630 or somthin.  i'm sorta tired, but not really. my back fuckin kills. but not too bad. i dont know if jose is comin over too. but tonight is prada. i think. mom better let me go. it only involves sitting. no moving. . COMMENT .

[Monday June 19th, 2006 at 11:41pm] ok another good day. , the sound of this will prolly get old soon.  but anyway funn. yesterday madd fun also.  there goes my new creed.  oh well. maybe it was worth it. i hope so. only happens like that. but maybe i'm supposda to learn. i'm sick of learnung. it gets old eventually. but anywaysss.  my back is really bad. like ouch ouchy. it hurts mad bad. i can't stand it anymore. ough.  i gots my permit. i'm really happy about that. it  has been bothering me for a while. so now it's out of the way.  i can't wait to start driving, but i have to wait for dad to come and bring home the hyndai. cuz i can't drive the navigator.  i hung the tv!!!! it's so prettty, and its up there pretty sturdy. deck frame is almost done. but it is hurting me. AHHHHH 3 //. COMMENT .

[Saturday June 17th, 2006 at 7:25pm] ugh. today. good. bad.  waiting for something. miss it.  ok i gots my tv, or my dad got his (my) tv. so i'm happy.  i DIDNT GET MY LUMBER cuz my dad is sick and my mom is a twat. ughghgh. so now i'm hopefully going to get up early tomorrow mornin and get the wood and start the deck. that beter be how it goes.  "you took the project from me" FUCK YOU if u didnt complain soooooooooooo fucking much it would have been done last summer.  it's sad and upsetting when ur mom is such a bitch she gets jealous when ur grandmother praises you for building a deck.  ugh. any way.  mom and dad said no to heathers tonight. cuz they dont feel good (so i can't go??) skedual for tomorrow (hopefully): get up early.  see off dad. go to home depot. get supplies.  go home start / finish deck frame / supports. (perhaps with jose, idk) hang LCD tv in living room clean up go to candiice's house with jose for the night.  hopefully that is what will happen.  and hopefilly i can get my permit monday morn.  I BETTER. 10 //. COMMENT .

[Saturday June 17th, 2006 at 9:44am] Woot.  ok got up areound 7. yay. but nay. i'm fine i'm awake. i'm happy happy. again. yay.  yesterday was cool. as so the pattern would go. didnt go to stephs. thing. oh well.  mad like pft. today is our father's day, cuz dad is going away for business again tomorrow. so he leaves at like 630 tomorrow morning. so we willl have fuin today.  plans: go to stores and find an lcd tv for him (or projection, hopefully lcd) come home, set it up. eat.  go to home depot and get the lumber to start the back deck. but it's a mad lotta wood, so idk how that will go. but it hsould be fun fun.  but now i'm like madddd happy. so i'm going to do laundry and clean the kitchen. ..... yay, 4 //. COMMENT .

[Thursday June 15th, 2006 at 10:43pm] ok.  today madd good too.  refinished the dec. ppl helped.  sat in the sun. hung around my house. fun fun.  went out to dinner with Jose. madd fun. hung out with him at my house. madd fun. went ot pick up joyce iwth him, again funn. then came home. i really wanted to go camping with him tomorrow night till sunday, but mom is being all u are spending the weekend with dad. and shiet. ugh. it's fair but it sux. damn damn.  like i am really tired. 1 //. COMMENT .

[Wednesday June 14th, 2006 at 7:58pm] today was mad hott. but also very fun. but i was like uncomkfortable all day. weirrrd. but still fun fun.  haha. ayla did the ******* dance again. funny. after we tickeled her alot. mom comes home tomorrow morning. dad tomorrow night. i have undo the deck and then redo the deck. annoying. i shulda done more supports in the first place. damn damn. but still that will take like total an hour. i have to clean the whole house tonight. ugh. i dont want to go to school in the morn. but i prolly will. ugh.. if it is raining i wont. rain sux.  tired.  glad about everything still. no therapy from now on. yay. i'm officaily sane. woot. no longer crazy. still a little, but that is natural. lol...................... hmmm. dina tomorrow. i'm excited.  i need to go to the gym. ......i FUCKING hate the gym. 4 //. COMMENT .

[Tuesday June 13th, 2006 at 8:18pm] today. one word.  great.  or  fun  or  relaxing or  superb.  today was all of the above. from when i got up till now.  met heather and ayla at school. we hopped on a bus to new port. got to new port. stayed for like half hour. hoped on a bus home. (new port is boring beyond comprehension) the bus rides to and from were great. great great. went ot the mall. went to aldo and got sandals. went home. showered changed. went to jose's came home. here now.  fun fun mega fun.  man i woulda hated to miss another bus. that was so like the grat part. 4 //. COMMENT .

[Monday June 12th, 2006 at 11:10pm] man. oh. man.  today was great. idk about tomorrow.  my party was great. saturday was greatttttttttt too. so good.  i'm happy. school is done. well not really, but yeah really.  man man man man man. *sighs* and walks in a small circle.  dont know what to do about tomorro. eh, i should shutty.  mom and dad are away until thurs. not that long, but long enough. i built the deck today when i got back from jose's. it took me like an hour and a half. u did it right. but this one is in a mad dumb place. it need to be surrounded by shrubs, dun worry everyone i'll talk care of it. tomorrow. today. yesterday. saturday. friday. good good good good good.  hello everyone. 3 //. COMMENT .

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